Jan. 15th 2010.

Today has been 8months since my last miscarriage and i still think about it.

Today is my Dad's birthday. i miss my Dad and the rest of my family and home alot sometimes.
Today my nephew Ayden is 3months. i remember when Addison was 3months so clearly. its flies by so darn fast. :/

So we are looking for a bigger place, but it'll be an apartment, a two bdrm.
we are suppossed to go look at this comming week. im really hoping its what we are looking for because i'd like to get the heck outta here, very soon. money will be tight but hey its do-able.

we can deffinately make it work, for our family. Addison needs more room than this place has to run around and play. and so do we. its so darn cramped here. i cant keep anything organized because theres no-where left to put it.
we need to find cheap furniture thou. considering we wont have any when we move there.

a friend of mine sent me a few outfits for addison because money is so tight and Addi needs new clothes. so she just went out and bought her some. must be nice to not have to worry about money like that, it was very nice of her thou. she sent them out yesterday, so i hope by monday they'll be here. :]

im making ranch chicken tonight as per request of stuart, i need to get up and get things done thou.