Princess Tutus.

Thanks to samstermommy.blogspot.com

i have been able to make a few lovely TuTus for one of my beautiful little princesses.
I have yet to make any for Addison but i will soon.

Here is her tutorial, its quite simple and quick really.
http://samstermommy.blogspot.com/2009/11/10-minute-tu-tu


Pictures:
The first one.
Blue & Lavender with a pink ribbon instead of elastic.







Tutu number 2
Brown and Green
with a
Teal ribbon. :)
and yes i also made one for her barbie. :)



& Tutu number 3.
Pink
light and dark tulle and pink ribbon.








and yes, i even made the cats tutus. haha.-
i made 4 of the pink,
2 for the cats,
Chloe's
and one for her Barbie,
all matching. :)









Something else.
I have been buying hairbows for the girls.
i may eventually attempt making them.
But i made Chloe's hairbow holder.
i may make Addison one later on too,
but she doesnt have many bows at this point
because she's not liking her hair being up most the time.


I only had kid paint to make it.
and it wasnt easy to paint her name on. :/
so it looks a little meh. but here ya go.





painted that day too and did Chloe's handprints. :)

Back to Public- about me.

I have finally decieded to go back to public on here.
I will keep it that way as long as certain people dont find this blog.
and things stay safe and drama free for me to write, unlike xanga.
I went back to public so that the people i am following on here are able to
know who i am as well. Im up for meeting new people, as long as things stay friendly and drama free.

Okay so heres a little about me.
I am in a commited relationship(his name is Stu)& we will get married in 2013.
(saving up for our wedding)


I am a mother by choice, not situation. what i mean by that is,
I didnt have to be her mother, Chloe's not my biolodgical child.
I choose to be the one that loves and takes care of her.
i choose this life above anything else.
i am 22, i didnt have to,
but this is my choice and i do it because i love her dearly.
so im mom to two princesses.
Chloe age 7(Took her from a bad situation).
and Addison age 2.(she's my future husband's daughter too)
I'd do anything for them. I am a homemaker because that is what i love.


Stu works at a car dealership.
I have known him since i was 16 and got with him right before i turned 20(6wks before Addison's birth

Its been 2.5yrs. we are both still young
but we have lived together since week 1 and do plan to marry in 2013(on our 5yr).
We do not drink,party, or do any type of drugs.
we are very happy and content living clean healthy lives. :)
(well besides his cigarettes(& he only smokes OUTSIDE)
I scrapbook, cook nearly every night(he cooks sunday mornings.)
I crochet, sew by hand, basically i do alot of crafts for the girls. :)
I guess that about wraps it up(sorry im kind of bad at "about me"s)

you can ask questions if you have them.

Getting Chloe back.

I get Chloe back tomorrow,
I get Custody turned over to me again.
Because once again her 'mother' has fucked up.
Her parents are completely incompetant.
&I have lost respect for them completely.


Let me tell you why.
So im taking Chloe back because my step-sister, her 'mom'
(and i use this term losely)
Is not equipt to raise her,she lost her apartment, doesnt have a job,
her husband doesnt have a job....

Chloe's father"another lose term' refuses to be involved, help, send money, child support ect...and isnt stable himself.
They're staying randomly with unsafe people(bad situation for children) they have no money, theres drugs, alcohol, violence around.
Food stamps cut them off, housing cut her off. she uses her the child support money from her other daughters father for drugs.
she has now lost custody of her other kids because their Dad's stepped in.
(Mind you she'd got 3 kids. by three different guys, and wasnt married to any of them-really classy.)


and now i am doing them same.(i'd have done it sooner if
i knew it was that bad)
i have raised Chloe for a full two years before
this from ages 3-5 she is now 7.
I gave her back at age 5 because at that time there was some stability.


since then. Addison came into this world.
& Stu and I moved away for his job, and i thought Chloe was safe.
i visited, taking her every now and then.
Well my sister married some guy finally
(another deadbeat who cant keep a job though)
and then everything started going downhill...

I cannot respect her.
she expects to live for free.
she thinks(& has said) the government owes her because shes had 3 children.
(thank god she got tied,cut & burned)
she expects, housing and food stamps.
spends her daughter's child support money on drugs.
so the kids go without.
& they dont have clothes or shoes that fit.
muchless a bed to sleep in. and move constantly. so no stability.
her youngest has autism and has a form of being mentally challenged.
(its not downs. but im not sure the exact type he's got.)


We have decieded that when we get Chloe back this time and she signs over temp. custody back to me that we are not going to send her back,and if she challenges us, we will go to court and file against her.
she wouldnt win because of the lack of stability and drug use.


Chloe is 7 now. she's at a vital point in her life,
she needs to have stability, to feel safe again.
she deserves to be happy and thriving. its not fair to her.
she didnt do anything wrong and shouldnt have to live that way.
Its not her fault. i feel so guilty for ever giving her back to begin with.
but when i did, her mother was clean and stable(it obviously didnt last)

To top things off her "mother" also has been lowering her self esteem.
She chopped off her long beautiful curly hair and Chloe didnt want her hair cut, nor was there a need for it, Chloe told me via phone that she feels ugly now. because she was told that she looked less pretty with it cut, by her mom.



she smiled, at least. June 2010

So Chloe's at the age where she's losing teeth.
and her mom told her that the tooth fairy is too broke to give her anything
for her teeth.
I feel so bad for her, she'll have much better here.




heres the newest missing tooth pic.
she lost two there now. like a bunny.
July 2010

she also isnt allowed to be a prep because she doesnt want "a prep daughter"
Chloe likes girlie, pink, "preppy" things. and she was told she could only like "rocker" things. o.O who the hell tells a 7yr old that kind of thing.?!
seriously. thats crazy....!


Anyhow, i have had to spend 270 for the flight.
and then afterwards we are going to walmart to buy her clothes,
shoes and things.
& then ive got to get her re-ajusted to life with us.
Hopefully things go smoothly.
I think the hardest part with be instilling manners in her once again,
re-adjusting her sass mouth and getting her on a schedual.*sighs*

Ive already started shopping for her online trying to make sure she'll have everything.
Ive bought a bunch of clothes, some accesories, hair bows, and made a tutu for her, she deserves to have fun too. she's a little girl and she only gets to be one for a limited amount of time. so im going to make sure she enjoys it.
My childhood wasnt the greatest, i want hers to be better.
she's a good girl,she deserves it.



Some Photos:

Chloe-age 3- 2006







Chloe- age 4- 2007





Chloe age 5- 2008

Her 5th Birthday






Chloe- age 6- 2009








Halloween 'o9


Chloe- age 7- 2010

February'1o








Valentines 2010





Im really anxious about getting her,
we have to get her a booster seat on the way to the airport.
and everything else we will go back to walmart for.